Day 10 – the impracticality of agnosticism (II)
Those who believe they believe in God but without passion in the heart, without anguish of mind, without uncertainty, without doubt, and even at times without despair, believe only in the idea of God, and not in God Himself. –MADELEINE L'ENGLE
An illustration may serve to drive home the problem with agnosticism.
Suppose a seven-year-old girl arrives home from school and reports that her teacher has questioned her belief in a moon made of cheese. When asked by her father what she believes now, she replies, "I'm not sure. I'm just confused about the whole thing.” It would be possible for the girl to hold these opposing thoughts in her mind for some time without a charge of inconsistency being leveled at her, because she does not have to act upon either of them. Not one of her daily activities is influenced by her position on the cholesterol content of the moon. To her, this is 100% an intellectual dilemma. It has 0% practical value.
Suppose she returns the next day saying her teacher does not believe in a real Santa Claus, and she again tells her father she has not yet made up her mind. Now the situation is different, for she has some decisions to make when Christmas rolls around. She must make a choice to write a letter to Santa Claus as if she is 100% convinced he exists or to refrain from writing as if she is certain he does not. Likewise, she must decide whether or not to sit in his lap and make her requests. She may leave him milk and cookies or decline to do so; she cannot do both. Because her belief in Santa Claus affects her on a practical as well as an intellectual level, she is forced to make a choice between the two at every step she takes. It is impossible for her in any activity to remain on the fence. She may, because she is confused, act one day as if Santa Claus is coming and one day as if he is not, and we may smile and write this off as part of a learning process that will end at the truth. None of us, however, will think it funny if she acts the same way twenty years later. We would expect her by then to decide which is true and to act, even if she has some lingering doubts, as if she's right.
Belief in the existence of God is similar to the second example. It is not like the girl's belief in a moon of cheese, a purely intellectual concept. It is more like the girl's belief in Santa Claus, an intellectual concept with practical implications. Every day we must decide whether or not God exists. No matter if we are 20% shy of certainty, we are forced in our individual actions to declare ourselves solidly in one camp or the other. We may be indecisive and inconsistent for a while, but within a reasonable time we should practice one or the other exclusively, even if our percentage of certainty remains unchanged.
For anyone to remain an agnostic for long is the height of impracticality. Eventually a decision must be made one way or the other. Then, and only then, can a life of meaningful activity begin.
Daily Quotation
Madeleine L'Engle, quoted in: Lynn Anderson, If I Believe, Why Do I Have These Doubts? (Minneapolis, Minn.: Bethany House, 1992), 60.
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